man. i guess im giving up on life soon man. its just so hard to live. why cant we just lead a simple life. its so complicating. money, family, love, future.. blah blah..
Its as if the god of bad luck or some crap is hanging onto me. or maybe its just the mirrors i broke.. well if im that unfuckingly lucky, why cant i just get banged down by a car, or get food poisoning and die. i guess whoever up there whos controlling our fate prolly has these buncha dolls who are us. and holding em up and poking fun at us...
after days of blocking off all forms of advises and stuff, reality finally struck me in the back of my bloody thickass head.. well, i guess im still gonna go on with what ive planned.
well, thurday was a great day. friday was boring. today was really emotional. i wonder whats tmr gonna be like. and monday and tuesday and wednesday and thursday and friday and saturday and sunday and monday and tuesday and wednesday and thursday and friday and saturday and sunday and so on and so for....
since i cant die, i guess i'll just have to go through all these shit..
