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the aristocrat
[ about Him ]
* name gary
* age 18
* dob 21sept1987
* dateofdeath soon
Bitched on the Sunday, January 29, 2006.
HAH. HAPPY CHINKY NEW YEAR YOU CHINKERS!. well. composed a poem with LL. had nothin better to do just now. here goes. HAHA DAMN CORNY LA =x
You said the sky is blue but it seems rather red You said the world is colourful But All i see is grey
I feel the world Crashing down on me my heart shatters like the debris and my soul crumbles slowly
i lost the you in me and everything else that matters to me So i'll just hold on to the memories While you leave your footprints
I wonder if the footprints will ever fade away. I wonder if I'll forget you one day. I wonder if things do last forever, Because love seems further and further.
meh. haha. school was boring.....~ AS usual. luckly i volunteered to look after some pri 6 kids. haha. simply bring em up to the library, teach em how to do that chinese caligraphy thing. haha. ME TEACHING THEM. CHINESE? HAH. alright. so we went up the library. so the Teaching beings. LOl. i sat beside 2 kids. Jonah and some chinese name kid (cos thats the table with the least people, other tables had like 6 students.).. BOYS. lol. hmm. the first thing i told em was.. Alright. u kids got anything.. dont ask me. cos my chinese is worse than yours. hahaha =x well. it literally was.. =x hmm yeah.. and the cny celebration was so boring, i went in and went outside to sit in like 5 mins.. and i sat outside thruout the whole performance. gah.. fuck man.
haha my "Best partner" she just got attached to this biggest posuer EVER man. Eew. i hate him. and alot of people know that. :) well. yeah. you can ask everyone how much of a posuer he is. HE Knows how to speak chinese. but during chinese lesson. Just cos my chinese teacher is this young chic. he goes around acting as thou all he can do is speak in a american slang. pfft. he wears his uniform which is like 4 sizes bigger than what hes suposta wear, he helps the school dust the floor with his pants. i guess the jenitors can be sacked soon. meh. lol. ya'll can say that im jealous whatsoever. cos i know i aint. :D
gah. what a day. meh.. school was alright. sorry. i just hate talkin bout my school.. went riding after that... lol. suposta go studying. but ditched the idea.. well. What a suay day... bashed my shin on my pedal, scraped my ankle, injured my back. and when im home.. gonna take a shower.. i opened the closet.. while i was lookin down.. wham.. banged my head on the cupboard door.. =\ gah..
sigh.. Whats with this word infatuation man.. InFUCKuation lar... gah.. sorry. just.. damn moodless.
why is it always when girls say that theres better girls out there for you.. they're actually meaning.. why you? there are so much better guys then you.. meh.
gah.. feeling so pathetic.. so useless.. so hopeless.. no one will know how pathetic, useless and hopeless i feel right now man.. i swear.. why must i be borned into this world, this life.... im just wasting it away.. those poor kids suffering in those poor countries need it more than me.. is there anyway to bring this suffering to an end?.. or should i say.. give me a blessing, to rid me off this place... gah. lol. dont you feel im typing all these for attention? =)
Gah.. School was EXTREMELY boring lar... WENT by SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO slowly... i almost died.. Luckly got 1 hour free period.. susan poh didnt come.. so.. i slept for like half an hour.. thou it felt like an hour.. Gah.. when i woke up..i couldnt even sit up properly.. was too tired.. i slouched and stared at the clock for like 15 mins..hahahahah. my god.. the blurness in my face..absolutely was priceless. =x gah.... didnt have any homework.. so asked luke for another ride.. meh.. boring ride..~ slacked again~ and again..~ lol. Wooohoo! im gettin better! ask luke ask luke! =D =D =D gah.
mehhhhh. life has been boring. all school. no outings. hahahaha. well. rode on sunday. WOOHOO! i can do a "anyhow" static hop! =x well. yeah.. so.. yesterday was a bore... blah blah blah happened... almost slapped this fuckface in the canteen.. but thought over and over again.. it aint gonna be worth the trouble. =x today.. well. blah blah blah happened too...went to Republic poly after school. lol well interesting courses they have.. gah. im really dry on thinkin of what to type.. so meh.
gahhh. school was normal. nothing much happened..... Lotsa homework.... oh.. rushed home after school, went out as soon as i got home and got prepared. hahaha EVERYONE was late. tsk tsk tsk x= except me and luke. *adjusts collars* hmmm.. suposta go shoppin. but Plan got ruined when faiz said. "Fuck it la. lets go watch a movie" WAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. well. watched narnia.. not bad of a movie.... well but we knew like whats gonna happen right from the start. I FELT LIKE KHAFIAN MAN. wtf is so fun about reading a book Then WAtchin the movie? That proves you dont got a imagination. Loser. then after the movie. we met up wiith the girls. hahah went shopping. well or should i say window shopping... hahaha for awhile.. then we went to eat LJS. eat eat eat eat eat eat eat... then faiz went off.. the real shopping then started. =D hahahah. well for the girls at least.. gah. the Freaking Stussy shop.. DID NOT HAVE MY FEET SIZE. NOT EVEN ONE SHOE HAD MY SIZE LA. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel like choppin off my toes. well. then we went to far east. blah blah blah blah.. then guess what. we were on the escalator.. when suddenly.. i turned around.. GUESS WHAT I SAW. .............................. ........................... ........................ ..................... LUKE AND SAM WERE HOLDING HANDS. Hahahahahahahahahahahah aiyoeh. awwwwwwwwwwww. SO SWEET LA. HAHAHA . Fwah. They are startin the first stage already. THEY WERE LIKE. SOOOO CONNECTED LA. they couldnt LET GO OF EACH OTHER. hahahahah its like. SOME super STICKY AND TACKY GLUE was applied to their hands la. HAHAHA. well. then we went on the bus 105.. hahahaha. me and LL were like the TAIL DATERS. HAHAHAHa. we smsed luke. "If you find her interesting, Put your arms around her. you have 30 seconds". HAHAHA LAME LAAAAAAA. alright. then they went their ways. we went our way. haha. end of story. sorry. just lazy to blog. =x
mmmm. well.. went shoppin yesterday. suposta be me,marcus and luke.. well. marcus woke up at 3.16 pm. wow. but he kept sayin he slept at 6am.. gah. anywhoos. nothin much i liked.. =\ so all i managed to get was 2 tees and a pair of jeans from topman. MY GOD. i So fuckin need shoes lar. EVERY single shop i went to, there wasnt any size.. Gah. firstly, it was a pair of Vans rowley Slim.. biggest size 12.. couldnt fit.. so i went around.. then i saw a pair of vans sk8 hi.. gah. biggest. size 7.. my god.. are singaporeans feet THAT SMALL?. Gah. so me and luke got rather irritated of Far east. bloody fucked up beng,lians,mats,minahs infested place. gah. we felt rather sick after lookin at them.. so we went to pacific plaza. went to stussy.. saw this sweet lookin hi cut Gravis shoe. mmm sweet.. but.. biggest was size 10 if i remember correctly...fwah.. i really felt like screaming out loud... so we slacked at pacific plaza.. doin nothin.. and luke turned to me and told me... "Gary.. i needa shit again.." Gah.. luke and another one of his shitting escapades. well. then went into Fox.. not that eew. F(uck)MAN F(uck)WOMEN F(uck)KIDS shop.. but Fox.. saw this pair of berms.. mmm looked good. but meh. i was on a budget..=\ all i could spend was at most 90 on a pair of jeans or shorts or whatever... and 90 on a pair of shoes.. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. the berms were like 126$.. gah.. Anywhoos. nothin much really happened after that....
TODAY. THE 11th of Jan fuck school, fuck the principal, fuck the discipline master. GAH. my hair is like SO short. ITS NOT TOUCHIN THE COLLAR, ITS NOT TOUCHING MY EARS, ITS NOT TOUCHING MY EYEBROWS. and they asked me to get it cut. or they will cut it for me.. i am so fuckin gonna get my parents to write a letter to them. but by the time they come back.. the hairdressers are prolly closed.. meh. nvm.. i'll go get it cut anyway. gah. tons of homework. well. time to do it. cheerios.
umm. i got no idea what to update. cos nothin much actually happened. what could you expect from me? pfft. anyway. LL..... I'll take it like nothing happened says: GO UPDATE LA Jealousy is my motivation to study, Death is my motivation to move on in life. says: nth to update.. =I'll take it like nothing happened says: haha awww I'll take it like nothing happened says: hmmm I'll take it like nothing happened says: talk about me =D
uhh. whats there to talk bout her.? shes a dramatic nutcase.
well. prolly gonna go Cny shoppin on tuesday. wonder what to get.. gah. im low on cash man. i sure have to take out from my allowance. since that fuckhead havent pay me back my 200$ yet. assbitch. GAH. hmm. what to get.what to get. what to get. guys clothes are always so expensive.. its giving me a headache thinkin bout it.. anyone wants to be my sugar mommy? No strings attached. =x Wahahahahah!
OH NO. MY MOM's KOO KOO CLOCK WENT BERSERK! IT WONT STOP KOOOOOOOOOO KOOOOOOOOING. SO DAMN BLOODY IRRITATING!.
HAHA quiz yet again. after all that boring posts. HERE COMES A even more boring one!
1-wats ur name? Gary
2-ur birthday? 21st Sept
3-where do u live? Pasir Ris
4-schooling or working? schooling
5-wat is ur school name? Siglap secondary.
6-do u lv ur school? If lv means love. no. but im startin to love studies!
7-what is ur fav numbers? 22, 69
8-hv u ever skip classes? used to.
9-wat was da last movie u watch? Saw 2.
10-wat is ur hp brand? Sony Ericsson.
11-da song of ur ringtones? My phone's almost always on silent.
12-da last person who u called? Yiling.
13-da last person u message? Lilin.
14-who's ur friend dat keeps all ur secrets? doubt i have one right now. other then my imaginary pal~
15-do u trust him/her? ya~ who's he gonna tell it to? god?
16-wat r u doin rite now? listenin to music, pondering bout life, and talkin to Lilin.
17-fav.colours? Black, green, orange, red, white
18-wat is da song playing on ur mind now? N2 + H2 ---> NH3 .. oh sorry. all i got is balancing equations qns in my head
19-wat r u thinkin rite now? life..
20-r u feeling bothered bout smthing? heh.
21-to whom?n why? hah.
22-wat yr are born in? 1987
23-do u miss ur ex-bf/gf? naw. not no more. hah. YOU'RE OUTTA MY LIFE. HAHA
24-do u still lv him/her? hah.
25-do u wanna hv a bf/gf rite now? Studies first darlin. =D
26-when did u last fall in luv? heh.
27-wat do u do daily? rot, but its gonna be study from now on.
28-mcd or kfc? Booger King!
29-starbucks or mamak stall? Starfucks.
30-wat is ur fav. place? the beach. soon, its gonna be my school desk.
31-r u a shopaholic? =D i can shop till YOU drop. damn. i aint a girl.
32-hv u ever buy clothes but still not wearing tons. haha
33-describe ur hair.. JET BLACK MAN! YEAH!. and at least i dont look like those freaks with what? Bad hair day everyday? what wake up look. Pfft. more fucked up look.
34-who's ur king of style? -adjusts collars. HAHAH naw. no idea. anyone who dresses the most slackish?
35-when was da last time u spend ur money? vitasoy~ and bus fare
36-where? at school? on the bus?
37-wat did u do wit it? drink? and go home?
38-do u play sports? =D mmm...
39-wat is da time now? 9.55pm.
40-whose at home? my mommy, pops, sista, aunty, and that ghey bro of mine.
41-who makes u laugh? uh. i laugh at almost anything.
42-do u pierce ur ears? naw.
43-do ur parents know bout it? ya. they know i dont got pierced ears.
44-wat is da last thing u ate? Chocolateee... mmm..
45-who gives u money? my pops.
46-r u a die-hard fan of smthing? naw.
47-do u like kids? toddlers and infants are cute. but when they grow up. they get bloody irritating.
48-do u talk 2 people whom u didnt know? do i look like a nut case?
49-when is da last time u cried? 2 days back? wait! it was just tearing. :(
50-r u hot-tempered? naw~ im cool! RIGHT LILIN! HAH.
51-wat do u do when u r angry/sad? hit the wall. abuse myself =D
52-who is ur biggest crush? -shrugs. doubt i have one now.
2nd Jan. 2006. fwah. first day of school. Haha. suposta meet yiling at the busstop. but she didnt turn up. so i went off. i told her if she aint here by the time the bus comes. im leaving. gah. guess what? she reached school earlier then me. ass. haha anyway. im in the 2nd sec 5 class.. 5n2.. well sounds good aye? naw. theres only 2 bloody sec 5 class. so im in the "lousier" one. haha. fuck. my form teacher is Mdm norliza. well shes alright. she's my math,english and cme teacher as well...we see her 20 periods a week. so lets see. 20 x 0.5 = 10 hours! holy shit. 10 hours a week. haha. not including form teacher period time and stuff. hmm. school ends at 4 on monday, wends and thurs. ends at 2 on tuesdays.. and 12.30 on fridays. gah. 4.. i think i gotta replan my personal time table... =well. had social studies and D&T today.. hmm. our social studies is being split into 3 bands.. band 1(got a 1-3 and some 4 for N lvls) band 2(got a 4 for N lvls) band 3(got a 5 or worse for N lvls) guess what. im in band 1. WAHAHA =x hmm. as for D&T. its the same teacher i had last yr. Ms Lee. Gah. boring. =well. my skin is peeling off man. sick.... i feel like a snake.. gah. im feelin totally inferior. my god. not a feeling you wanna feel. maybe thats why i cant get myself to talk to them..
hahah! my dad is lame. ok this happened yesterday. he came up to me. and asked.. gary you got cream anot? so i was like.. huh what cream? DAD: Cream for pimples... Me: huh. why leh... DAD: I got pimple la.. *Points at pimples* WAHAHAHAHAH OMG LA! he actually pointed to his pimple! Me: hands over toner and moisturizer..
HAHAHA. WALAU. i cant stop laughin him when he pointed at the pimple la!
then today. HE SLAPPED ME ON THE ARM LA. for no reason. Then i was like. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWW Sun BURN LAAA! then he was like. oh oh oh sorry sorry. HAHAHAHA
meh. maybe its the beer in me, but i really wanna laugh at how foolish i am. im always feelin so depressed and fucked at first, then few months later i'll look back and see how fuckin foolish,dumb and loserish i look or sound. its has always been happening, just look at my last relationship. Haha. i was depressed for like MONTHS. and now.. im looking back at it, reading my previous blog entries, lookin at my old pictures and thinking of the past. i feel so foolish right now. im having so many regrets in such a short period of my life already, i wonder what its gonna be like in the future. people are sayin what live life to the fulllest.. now thats bullshit. whoever is possible of doin that. i'll give you the deepest of respects man. Cuts can be healed but there would still be scars. so im really wondering how long it will take for the cut to heal. and what the scars gonna be like.
meh. time to cut all that bullshit. yeah.. had a good rest. but still feelin fucked up. aint got appitite for anything. im hungry but i dont wanna eat.
woahhhhh........ just came home from ronald's place. hahah! went on a drinkin binge! 6 cans of heni, 1 bottle of dry jin. and ... ronald and his guiness. fwah. me and wen yang were like the most "Drunk" ones. hahah its so heavy that i cant even feel my sunburn. oooo yeah.. now i look like a christmas turkey. im totally ALL REDDISH. AMAZINGLY. my leg hair did not provide sunblock protection to my legs.. ITS ALSO BURNT! OWWWWWWWWWWWW haha. im having a mini hangover right now.. trust me.. you wouldnt wanna know the feeling... hahahahaha i was like burping allllll over pasir ris... my god. that was relieving man. woah then when we went out for supper. OMG. MY SISTER WAS WITH HER FRIENDS. HOLY SHIT. i was TOTALLY RED and i dont even know what i was doing.. i couldnt even walk straight.. LUCKLY. shes blind. she never saw me even thou i was like sitting 2 tables away from her. HAHA. 3 hours of sleep. hahaha! poor wee keong. he still has to work at 10am.. hahahaha gah. fuck it man. fucked up year. fucked up everything. GAH sorry man. just tryin to make myself sound happy with all the hahas.. if not its gonna be borin.
