im a pathetic person,
with a pathetic soul,
with a pathetic life,
with a pathetic future,
with nothing ahead of me,
i wonder,
how am i to survive in this harsh world,
it's practically impossible,
but i still gotta strive,
but even if i become a manager of some huge company,
or i become a beggar,
i'll still have to die,
so whats the use,
my life is already pathetic enough.
i often ponder,
whats there in life for me,
i guess,
the answer is still yet to come,
it depends on what i aim for,
i can be hella rich,
or i can be hella poor,
its all up to me,
but even if im hella rich,
i may not be happy.
but even if im hella poor,
i still can be happy.
i guess no one's gonna read this,
my tagbox is totally useless,
im like the only loser there,
talkin to myself.
sigh,
i guess there aint anyone more pathetic than me right now,
i wanna lead a blissful life,
but its impossible,
im tryin to cheer myself up everyday,
everytime i think of the past,
i either slap or hit myself,
trying to make me stop,
this wont work forever.
sigh.
pathetic
me.
pathetic
life.
