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Bitched on the Tuesday, October 19, 2004.

Hmm.. today.. got back my exam papers... glad i got it back..

THE PAPERS

hmm.. firstly English..

i only got back my paper 2.. and i got 2nd in class. though the marks are very low...

the 1st in class got 42/80.. i had 41/80.. how sad.. lols. what low marks aite?.

hmm.. then... my worst subject of all..

MOTHERTONGUE,chinese..

hmm.. my compo.. had 1 mark.. as usual.. for writing the address...

my paper 2. i got 26/80! lols 1st time so high!! x= wahaha.. hmm.. 1st time i did 1 complete the sentences.. and i got it right.

Weee...

Combined Science!

errr.. i got my chem paper back first... woah.. real saddening... got 25.5/60.. how sad.. lols..

then fer my physics.. i got 36/60..

weee. luckly my physics push my chem up

BUT DAMN! MY PHYSICS DIDNT GET FIRST FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS YEAR!!!!!!

grrrrrrrr...

Humanities...

weeee..~ at first teacher announced that SS only 3 passed.. and Geog only 1 passed..

wooah... heart was pumping so fast.. almost heart attack. =x

i got my Social studies first.. Weeeeee i topped it!! 29/50

Geog.... only 1 passed... AND THat was meee!! lols. 30/50.

MATH!

woah... never passed this subject before for the past 3 years...

i got back my paper 1 first.. but i knew i passed it.. coz i asked the teacher already.. had gotten 33/60.

hmm.. paper 2.. got 20/40.. woah.. luckly..

DESIGN AND TECHNOLOGY

woah.. this 1.. i knew i sure fail.. only did 2 questions when i was suposta do 4..

stupid of me.. never read instructions.. =x

i had gotten 32/100.. sad.. =( lols.. but i know my artifact will push it up. =p

i know know.. all my marks very low.. but at least i passed.. and im happy!!! coz i made a great improvement frm last yr

THANKS

i would like to thank angela... as she was the person who gave me determination to study..

gave me the confidence that i can be promoted..

gave me help when i needed it..

she was probably the only one that believed that i can pass..

i would really love to thank her alot..

but i just dont know how to..

angela.. thank you..

love you so much.

- gary went ~~psycho~~1:58 PM

Bitched on the Saturday, October 16, 2004.

Sometimes i do wonder.

what it is that is keeping me from dying

that keeps me from stop breath

that stops my heart from stop beating.

Today.

i wonder whats it that is flowing out of my eye.

what is that sharp pain in me

what is that cracking feeling in my heart.

i really wonder.. are these actually necessary..

im just an insensitive asswipe with the mentality of a 5 yr old

acting all childish and stuff.. gettin jealous over the simplest of things

saying out whatever is on my mind without even thinking of the consequences

i just say it without knowing why i said it.

without even knowin how i hurt someone..

without knowin how stupid i am

without knowing how insensitive i am

without knowing what an asshole i am.

What am i..

please.. someone tell me

.......

are these water droplets comming out of my eyes

really tears...

or are they just coz my eyes are tired.

i dont know why.. but they seem to just keep flowing.

i know. theres a chinese saying.

guys bleed but not cry..

screw that saying. bleah..

sighs.. how can i stop this...

i really wish i could patch things up...

but i really dont know how to cheer her up..

all my fault...

im to blame...

blame..

why must there be so much troubles

it began like a fairytale...

but now its like a nightmare..

i want to turn it back to a fairytale..

so i just hope you'd let me to..

i dont know.. what im doing..

by speaking on impulse..

life is just full of regrets.. and problems...

i guess problems can be solved..

and regrets can be looked at.. and avoided..

i dont know what to say nemore..

ending off here//.

- gary went ~~psycho~~1:54 PM

Night time

hmm. night time night time.

its night time.

go to bed.

peeps.

its

good

to sleep

so late at night

common. go to bed.

sleepyhead.

shoo.shoo

sorry. im just bored.

bored. boreded.borededed.

lalalalalalalalalalal

i'll worship that person.

if he or she.

does

not

get pissed off

or feel ignored.

i'll call him or her

my GOD

A little something

.........

Go to bed

sleepyhead.

i am comming to eat ya.

so shut your eyes

close them tight

or i'll pluck them out.

.........................................

twinkle twinkle

little star.

how i wonder

what you are.

up above the sky so high

aww fuck. forgot how to sing.

screw it.

A little something

FUCK IT ALL, FUCK THIS WORLD, FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR

DONT BELONG, DONT EXIST, DONT GIVE A SHIT

DONT YOU EVER JUDGE ME

- gary went ~~psycho~~1:17 AM

Bitched on the Thursday, October 14, 2004.

woohoo!
THE EXAMS ARE OVER! for me.. =x

time for fun muahaha. i just hope. i can pass.

hmm. today was D&T. its a confirm fail.. but thats for the paper.

not the Artifact. hehehs.

anyways my artifact got full marks for polishing!! wahaha so proud of it.

muahahahahahahhahahaha!!!!

hmmm how stupid of me of not readhing the stupid paper.

Section B. i was suposta do all the 4 questions.

i did only 2. coz i thought it was those choose questions paper.

BLEAH!

who cares. WOOhoo!!! my math teach said i PASSED my PAPER 1!!! woohoo!

hopefully i'd pass my paper 2 also. =x

but i really hope i could pass the other subjects

even chinese. though i know its impossible THIS year

nvms. next year. i got confidence. lols coz im gonna have a private tuition teacher. lols

=p but. i think shes gonna have a really hard time teaching me. lols

anyways.

Today i woke up at 4.30am just to study. but was too tired.

lols so went back to sleep. lazy me. x=

Currently

currently rotting at home.

listenin to music.

with the stupid tv on. =x

anyways cant wait for later. gonna meet angela!!

weeeeee!! so long never see her.

miss her so badly.

anyways. i guess im goin now. bye

good luck peeps.

on yer Xams

and Olvls.

ciaoz.

gone

bye

- gary went ~~psycho~~11:29 AM

Bitched on the Monday, October 11, 2004.

oh man.. its the exams period. and im online everyday. sad. i'm goin out every sat & sun.. lols.
The PAPERS!
my english papers have passed... hmm.. quite a hard paper.. but i have confidence in passing it.. i hope.... my Chinese papers has became the past.. duh.. its like confirm fail? lols. i've never passed my chinese since pri 1... sad... but true.. hmm. my math paper 1 has also passed.. hmm quite confident bout passing it.. but it depends on my math paper 2. which is on this wends. Dooms day.. =x bleah... hmm.. today was mah chemistry paper.. quite Easy. but my chem was never good. therefore. i dont know whether i can pass.. it also depends on my physics.. lols. i've always been good in physics. dont know y. maybe its just general knowledge. but not to brag. im always the top in class!! wee =x lols. maybe the rest of the class just sucks in physics =x oops. but i aint that good at it either. so im stressing for tomorrow.. gotta study tomorrow.. or maybe i'll be waking up later to study.. hmm.. D&T papers are on thursday. its my last paper!. WEEeeee. lols. hmm..
Feeling now
bleah. feelin damn fucked up right now. i dont know why. maybe its just mood swings.. i hope.. bleah.. why must it always be this way... bleah..

- gary went ~~psycho~~8:37 PM

Bitched on the Wednesday, October 06, 2004.

sighs.. life's full of surprises...

hmmm. so much things are happenening in my life right now.. its my exams.. its the finals.. its the exams that will decide my fate.. whether i go on to continue studying.. or just get kicked out off school without anything...

not only is that stressing me enough.. even my relationship is starting to stress me now.. sighs.. i dont know what's the problem with me.. everytime i'd just go and play games or watch tv.. without thinkin of her... i'll just play and continue as if no 1 existed.. haix.. i guess im really hurting her alot.. its just that shes keeping it inside.. haix.. i really dont wish to hurt her anymore.. i really dont want to hurt her again.. i guess i'll stop playing games.. im just afraid that i'll hurt her more.. i'll stop playing games.... and stop watching tv when shes online..

life......
life....
life...
life..
life.

- gary went ~~psycho~~8:57 PM