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the aristocrat
[ about Him ]
* name gary
* age 18
* dob 21sept1987
* dateofdeath soon
Bitched on the Saturday, July 31, 2004.
sighs... what a day... hmmm... ok...
//today--
hmm.. today morning woke up at 9.. den got lazy. and went back to sleep. hmm. woke back up at 10.. still didnt want to get out of bed. hella tired... hmm. so ate breakfast. and went to play game.. went to play.. then didnt keep touch of time. and got late. suposta meet her at 11.15 but i reached the stupid bus stop at 10.55. bleahs. so i told her i was late. reached there at 11.30.. hmm. anyways. we actually wanted to go sun plaza park to study. but it rained. so we went to the airport instead. hmm.. just after we reached the airport. i totally screwed up.. just dont wanna talk bout it. hmm. felt damn fuckin fucked up at that moment. hurting her feelins. sighs... sorry.. i really am.. anyways. we sat down near swensens. after walkin around the whole viewing gallery to look for a good spot... sighs.. anyways thank you for helping me so much. i really learnt something today.. hmm. then we went to tampines. cause i wanted to get a haircut. but ended up not gettin one. stupid places all so mani people. or either that. too expensive. cant blame. im a poor kid. sighs. anyways i screwed up yet again at centry square.. sighs... felt fucked up yet again... sighs. anyways. sent her home. and now im home. wow.. wee. had a small misunderstanding after talkin to her on the phone. but im glad we sorted things out... sorry..
hmm.. finally after few days.. my precious laptop is back! haha! missed it so much. omg. haha.. sighs.... anyways. lets start the bloggin. and stop the crappin.
//today...
hmm. today nothin much happened. went to class. got a big nagging session by my form teacher. she went 1 big round and shoot be frm behind. zzz what a bitch. grr. wonder why am i so unlucky to get such a teacher like her. grrr..... anyways who cares. lalal. hmm. 1st periiod wad mother tongue. omg. got spelling. and i remembered 3 of the words!! weee hahaha so happy. =x den had to do some assignments.. i actually finished it! hahaha happy! =x oops. then came physics. lols. hella boring lesson. though its my fav subject. i totally hate the lessons. due to the boring teachers from my school. omg. why cant they get better teachers... bleahs!. then social studies. hmm. had a surprise class test. *evil* hehehe. yesterday my teacher gave us a model answer for the question. i actually copied it down onto a piece of paper. haha. and it had came to good use. hahaha. who ask the teacher so good. give us same question =x so i just copied and paste the whole chunk of words down. muahahaa. my social studies teacher rock. haha =x hmm. recess was the same old boring thing. as usual drinkin vita soy.. then was chem. hahaha. the whole class was hella noisy. cant tahan. but i mean nobody actually cares. except for the other teachers. woah. last 3 periods.. maths. CAN DIE. 3 periods of maths. so boring. omg. cannot take it. anyway learned bout variations today. hahaha so easy. =x lalalalala. anyways thats all for sch...
//athome..
hmm. at home. nothing happened =D ahahaha. //endingoffhere
MY LAPTOP IS BACK!!!!!!! WEEEE
`-iloveher iloveheriloveheriloveher!!!!
//The reason hmm. long time since i last blogged... dust everywhere in my blog.. sad.. sorry bout it. dumb bro. actually screwed up my laptop.. thinkin he can install win xp into my laptop. but he failed badly. not only is my xp not inside. even my win 98 aint in. how sad...ok..4 days... 4 days since i last blogged. haha. kinda lazy. lols..
//The past few days...
hmm. nothin happened durin the past few days. no quarrels no arguments. only happy thing. which is good~ haha. =p anyways missin her already. my school.. they kinda are keepin an close eye on my class and another sec 3 class. haha. how sad... its coz both these classes are the most "notorious" classes in the whole school. which i think its bullshit. bleah. they kinda setted a rule. anytime we dont hand in our homework. for 1 piece of assignment. its 1 hour detention. then everytime we are rude to the teachers or talk back. they shall send us to the discipline committee to sattle us. what the fuck. fuckin stupid rule. then if we keep our books under the table. the cleaners will throw em away. What the fuck?! what kinda stupid rule is that. and worse of all. its only for my fuckin class. bleah!. anyways i dont know what to say already... so i guess i'll be ending here. hahah. lazy as i can be. haha. //endin off..
bleah. what the fuck man. why the fuck do i keep fuckin screwing up. i fuckin suck. i hate my fuckin life. how i wish i could end this fucked up life once and for all. fuck it. bleah. if i could. and if i would. i would feel like fuckin jumpin out of the fuckin building. or just freakin stick my fuckin head into a pail of water. or fuckin overdose myself. fuck it. how the fuck can i screw up so many fuckin times. haix. its always me. its always my fault. im a fuckin screw up. i thank my parents for bringin me into this world. but i really pity them. as they have a fuckin screwed up kid like me. i just screw everything up. im never good in studies. never good at home. i have bad attitude. i fuckin cant control my fuckin temper. bleah. i really wish i could. but i've already promised someone. i'd never do a stupid thing no more. sighs.
//sorry+
im sorry.. i know i may irritate you. i may bother you. i may piss you off. but it aint on purpose. i just screw up most of the time. i would really like to apologise. i know sorry. aint just the word to use. coz i know u get irrtated by me saying it all the time.
hmm. nothin much happened today. haha. except for my classmate being tied up to the window. and the table. worse of all our co-form teacher said. untie him. and tie him to the front table. wahahahah. then after that. during recess. it was so freakin hot. we were suposta to sit down. then the last 2 classes gotta run 2 rounds round the quadrangle. then some kid called sotong. didnt sitdown. so he "sabo'd" us. so after then. when we goin back to class... the malays suggest. "YO DI SHA(123in hokkien)" haha which means. 1 2 3. all whack at the same time. hahah =pp. anyways. hit hit hit. hit till my finger blue black. got hit by others. how poor thing rite. =x lols. anyways nothing else happened. after school. went to bedok meet angela. then walked around. den she waited for the bus wif me. den i went home lor. =x hahaa. boring school day. fun after school day. =x
//i.love.her-
A. N. G. E. L. A.
L. A. M.
++BLAH.BLAH.BLAH.BLAH.BLAH.BLAH.BLAH.BLAH.BLAH.BLAH.BLAH++
hmm. duno how many days since i last posted. sorry bout it. =x hahaha. anyways. many things happened durin the past 4 days. sighs. many happy things.many bad things.~
16th july....
hmm. 16th july. was the day my school celebrated racial harmony day/Youth day. hmm. very boring day. overly boring. all i did in school was sit in the canteens and rott. how boring. haha. hmm. started off in the quadrangle thingy. didnt do anything there. lols. erm. then went to prepare the stores. hmm. we were to set up a game store and a food/drink stall. hmm. lets see. the game stall. failed. badly. real badly. hahah. den the food stall. hmm. its like. every1 was forced to buy from our stall coz. there aint no more food from other stalls left. how pathetic. and. oh ya. MY D&T CANDY DISH WAS SOLD OFF!! OMG! MY TEACHER SAID. USED AS DISPLAY ONLY. BUT THEY PACKED IT WITH SOME MUFFIN THINGYS. OMG. MY HARD WORK!. grrrrrrr...... who cares. lalalala anyways. blah blah was forced to write in my journal. haha. so i was so pissed off. i wrote the topic big big. 4 lines. den started writing like half a page. skipping lines. hahaha. then added alot of blah blah blah in it =x lols. anyways. after school. went to meet angela. ~ hehes. met already den blah blah blah sent her home after that. hmm. anyways enjoyed myself. haha =p. hmm. next day.
-17th july...
hmm. 17th july. hahaha. met up with angela after her maths common test paper. haha. den met her at bedok interchange as usual. went for lunch~ at long johns. she met a few people that she least wanted to meet. but she saw em there. how sad. =\ hahaha. anyways. after eatin. we went to bedok res. to take a stroll.den we rested*. at some pavilion. lols. where we saw some lame china man. dumb lunatic. loser. masturbatin in the open. hahah. omg. how sick. then he was makin lame noises like ah woooo. hoo ahh wooo. blah blah. how gay. lols. anyways. after that. we walked off. hahaha. so we went to bedok res. central area. where we got a drink. lols. den angela saw some senior of hers who help'd her do her d&t work in sec 2. wahahah. she was tellin him. and he was like. blur'd out. haha. anyways. sent her home. den i went home lor. =p.
-18th july...
hmm. 18th july.. sad day.. sigh. rotted at home the whole day.. so called angela to talk to her. ~ bah. so sian. till. no mood. so i kinda pissed her off or something. bahh~ sorry~ then durin dinner or something. i smsed her. bleah. nvms i dun bother u ler. bye. then i tink she got me wrongly. so she thought i meant bye. for real. so its like kinda misunderstanding lor. so sorry angela. my fault~ >.<~ but after tat. we sorted everything out. and we're back to how we were again. =p weee. anyways. im endin off here.
sighs. why must people be sad. why must there be a feelin called sad. cant god just make world a happy place. instead of a sad 1. i mean.if u actually notice.. more people are actually depressed then happy. What the fuck man. bleah. why must life just screw everyone up the same way it screws me up. bleah.Screw all those who say what every1 are happy. screw what they said. bleah. if every1 is happy. there wouldnt be no fuckin suicides no more. there wouldnt be no more people tryin to fuckin cut themself no fuckin more. bleah. fuck this shit.
//Love-
sighs. people are usually happy when they are in love. but what bout those who aint. u think they aint sad. they are just puttin up a act infront of their frens and family. bleah. why must people be so choosey. and picky bout how their gurlfren/boyfren look. i mean does looks really fuckin matter. maybe it does sometimes. bleah fuck it. if looks matter.then why do the above average girls choose the ugly guys and the average and below gurls choose the handsome guys. thats a study that me and my frens made. bleahs. anyways. why do people get depressed when the person they like has a gurl/boyfren. , when they get rejected or even when they break up.personally, i think that loving someone at such a age. isint really true. you're like loving that person because she/he keeps you company. since you're lonely. bleah. i mean. after figuring out that.... i've really thought over. and i really wanna stay in a serious relationship... theres no more playin bout it. im gonna be serious bout this shit. i know. many of my frens are gonna doubt me. even my family. but who cares. as long as im serious bout it. i dont fuckin care what others think. bleahs.
hmm. sch. started off. Great. hahaha. but as i said. started off. haha. i forgot to bring my reader's digest yet again. hahah. how forgetful of me. hahaha. but as we were bout to sing the national anthem. a bright bolt of lightning came down.(didnt hit anyone. dont be mistaken*)then the DM called off the morning assembly. wooohoo!! thank god it rained. or i would have had to stand up for the whole stupid reading period.anyways. thats the end of all the good shit. hmm. anyways. first period. D&T. omg. 5 freakin periods in a row. can die. while walkin there. hmm. kept whistling. then reach the stupid d&t block. the mr. CHUA CHONG FONG aka chai zong fong(veggie go crazy) asked me and my fren to stand outside the d&t workshop. bleahs. crappy. but he ended askin us to go in anyways. hahah. hmm. crappy. 1st thing inside the workshop. got to stand at the corner. how dumb. then when i went back to sit. it was so freakin boring. i fell to sleep. then he kept poking me and grabbing me on the neck. he thinks he's a massage artist. hahha. anyways. had to draw tis stupid thingys. so freakin boring. i drew a marking gauge. hahaha how dumb. bleahs. blah blah then all crappy shit happened. ok. lets skip all this. bleahs. anyways. the rest of the lessons were alrite. haha.SchoolEnds//
//Afta school++
hmm. after school. i accompanied my frens out to smoke again...(i dont smoke...) so ok. after they smoked. me and my other fren walked to the bus stop.. we couldnt stop talkin bout cars. and bikes. and blah blah blah. then he show off to me. say what he and one of his classmate,at the gym. they were competiting. and that they used their legs to lift weight blah blah. and that he lifted 400pounds lols. then i say. ur leg strong. mine not. hahaha. so i said. you noe that bench press thingy. hahaha. i benched 230pounds. with ease. hahaha. he straight away kept quiet =x muahaha. ++im such a evil show off loser* hmm. anyways. went home. got changed. and angela messeged me. she said. she wanted to meet me. *feelings:Happy!!!! excited!!!* haha. so she said 4.30 meet her. so okie. i went out of my house at like 3.15 lols. bleahs. reached there at like 4.00. so went to the arcade. to play some lame games. bleah. got conned. i thought they were using tokens. but they were using cards. bleah. fuckin i only wanted to play 2 games. then i ended up playin 5 games. which costs 2.10$. hahaha. bleahs. who cares. anyways. when i finished. i actually wanted to go to the interchange to wait. but as i was walking there. i noticed that she had already reached. haha. so paisehs. always make her wait.. anyways. we walked the same old route we always walked. haha. waalked walked walked walked. non stop. haahah. and walked and walk. and walked. and blah blah blah blah blah blah. and then we went home.. i sent her to her block. then went to get a drink. lols. =x orange juice. tastes funny.. =x lalala. anyways. //Ending off here.+
hmm. sch was alrite. but its the after school shit that sucks. bleah.it had rain in the mornin. and by the time school ended. it was hella hot and humid.so i guess i aint in the mood for shit.hmm. anyways. skip all that shit.after sch when i reached home. i promised angela that i would study. and revise my work.. hmm. i revised for like 15 mins of my maths. then i felt really tired so i dozed off.. (sorry angela) ~ hmm. then angela called me. i picked up the phone. i was still blur blur 1 =x hahaha. i guess she was kinda pissed off with me. coz i didnt really revise..(yet again~ sorry) hmm. then after she put down the phone. i took my chem text. and read thru again. for yet again. another 15 mins. bleah. i actually didnt complete what i was suposta do. kinda feel shitty. bleah.
//After dinner++
hmm. after dinner. my whole family sat at the hall. watchin the happy fish thing. bleah. while i was bz playin gunbound. in the hall. hmm. so after that. when the show finished. i wanted to move the laptop into the room. so my dad said let him use for awhile at first. he checked his bank crap. so i thought* nvms tis wont take too long. but after checkin finish his bank crap, he went to checkin his soccer bettin shit. bleah wth? he calls that awhile. then i waited for abit longer. then after checkin his soccer shit. he went to the news crap. so i was in a hurry. i said. "haix. pa ah..." den he say what he use for awhile only. so i say. aiya. nvm you use first. then he got pissed off. for fuckin god knows what reason. started scolding me. shouted at me. ask me come take the laptop as i was in my room. bleah. then started nagging to my mum bout how spoilt i am. blah blah blah whatever lor. what a shitty day. bleahs. guess im ending off here.
hmm. Angela's a gurl..(duh) a very sweet 1. and adorable. hmm. i've got to know her by accident. on a friday. the 2th of july bout 3-4pm. haha. this gurl msged me on irc ,thinkin that i was a gurl. i was kinda shocked coz its like. seldom pple msg me. then those who do. i usually ignore them coz i think they are guys. so i read her msg. and i didnt know why. but i replied. guess i wanted to make fun of "him" hmm. but after that. the him turned out to be a her. as i asked her to intro. she said she was 16f. i was shocked. why whould a gurl msg me. =x haha. then she asked me to intro. so i did. then she told me. that she thought that i was a gurl. coz of my nick "Blurified". hmm does it sound gurly.~ =\ anyways. she told me. she thought i was a gurl coz those act cute gurls. usually have blur,piggy,xiao blah blah blah in them. thats why she msged me. thinkin that i was a smarter more bimbotic act cute gurl. hahaha. but too bad. i turned out to be a dumb. more himbotic act cute guy. hahah. =x thats how we got to met.~ we chatted for bout an hour.~ after that. she asked me if i wanted to talk on the phone. so i agreed.~ hmm. talkin on the phone with her was fun. as i wasnt as shy as i usually am on the phone. so she kept askin me to sing. for god knows what reason. so i sang... after a long time of persuading though. haha. hmm. we talked for hella long time. talkin bout crap and rubbish. hmm. after we chatted finish. we went to sleep. hmm the next day.3rd july 2004. she woke me up to watch spoonge bob. hahaha. then we chatted on. from then. haha. chatted. chatted from bout 9 am. till bout 11pm+ woah. she helped me break my longest time chattin on the phone record. hahaha. again the whole day was talkin bout rubbish. hahaa. and after talkin to her on the phone. i noticed that we had Hella lots of things in common. and i do mean ALOT. hahaha. ok. so we decided to meet up on youth day.a monday the 4th of july (hmm. american's independence day.) hahaha. so we met up at tampines control station. haha. i was like so nervous. hahah. so as i waited. she msged me."erm i think i see u. but shit. i dunno how to go up to you." so after recieving that msg. she came up to me.~ hahaha. =p anyways. after that. we went to tampines mall. thinkin that there were still seats to spiderman 2. hahaha. by the time we reached tampines mall. the que was up to the food court. haha. how sad. so we went over to centry square. hmm. we tried buyin the tickets. but too bad. it was all sold out till 6pm. how sad. so we decided to go to Esplanade to walk around.hmm but before that we detoured to suntec. for lunch. hahhaa subway. =x none of us finished our cookies. haha so she forced me to bring it home. hmm. after walkin around. we went to the merlion area. whatever its called. (near one fullaton[however its spelled]) hmm. so we sat down there. talkin bout our past. how sad~.. for the 1st time i was actually so opened bout my past with someone. she was opened bout hers too. so we chatted for like 2 hours. then we were on our way back. hmm. with such luck. i met 2 of my frens on the bridge back to the esplanade. hahah. and at city hall mrt. she met her frens. =\ haha. hmm. anyways. thats all bout the goin out part. that was how we met. haha. wierd huhs? =x anyways. we did have other meetings and outings. but dun think i'll write it here. haha later too long liao. hahah anyways. i wish her the best in anything she does. and wish her good luck in her olevels'
hmm. today. school. school and gary just dont match. bleahs. its a total different thing. hmm. anyway. woke up at 5.45am this mornin just to get ready. bleahs. took a shower. brushed my teeth while doin it. =x called angela to wake her up. but she dozed back to sleep. =x hahaha. how adorable. =x hmm. okok lets skip all this crap. hmm. left for sch. waited at the bus-stop. smsed gaybriel to bring my 18$ bucks. and he said he'd pay me 4$ first. then pay me the rest by next week. i think he'll never pay me. hahaha. bleahs. who cares. anyway. sch today. hmm. very boring. did nothing.
-during school.
hmm. first period was Pastorial care period. hmm. hella boring. we did nuts. all we did was discuss bout the racial harmony crap. discuss on how to set up some stupid game store. almost slept. oh mans. hmm. then came maths. wee i got full marks for a mini test.! wooo. then came english. did nuts.. then blah blah. few hours passed. iit was recess. finally!! hahaha. but as usual. all i did was drink vita soy. hmm. anyways. after recess was mother tongue. hmm. didnt bring my book. luckly. my teacher treats me well. =p ahahha then came physics. slept thru-out the whole lesson. too tired. then Social studies. omg. i forgot everything bout northern ireland. lols. after that. was Assembly. omg. hella boring. there was some stupid play. by dont know what nesseccery stage or something. omg. it was the lamest play i ever saw. they think they are so funny. omg. hmm. all i heard was. keep swimmin keep swimmin. as if they were sperms. omg. hella dumb. through out the whole day. i was smsin angela. haha. =x kept disturbin her.
-after school.
hmm. after sch. i accompany my frens go smoke. (i dont smoke! why doesnt anyone believe me) hmm. anyways. after they smoked finish. we went back to sch. i ate lunch. there. for the 1st time this term. hahaha. hmm. we sat down and chatted for awhile. then went off. we went to some bus-stop far far away from my sch. hahaha. so hot~ omg. then we waited for bus 359. on the bus. woah me and clarence. saw this Drawin of a topless girl on the bus seat. woah. looks so real. but we noticed that that person only could draw bodies well. coz the face was so awful. hahah. then after that. a kid. and his friend. came onto the bus. wearin tight fitting shirts. and slippers. WAhahahaha. i couldnt stop laughin at them. the way they walked. omg. kept swinging their arms left and right. hahahhaha. i almost felt like pointin at them and start laughin. hahah but luckly i aint that bad =x lols. hmm. anyways. guess i'll end here. =p rockons-` !
wow~ finally i've setted up a blog. hmm. thanks to angela. hehes. hmm. anyways. feel free to read. and comment on any shit that i screw up. ^-^
-iloveher.
